home alone night #2

i woke up late for work/church this morning as I predicted. I should have been leaving my house at 7:30 to get there by 7:45. My dad called me to make sure I locked the door when I leave at 7:25...he woke me up! I was late, I got there at like 8:10ish but luckily Lisa was already there so when Joshua was dropped off she was there to get him! Thankfully I have all day tomorrow, well until I have to get ready for the game, to sleep so if I dont go to sleep til 3AM again I'll have more time to sleep!
My poor house in a mess, I mean I havent necessarily made the mess, but still, I had all weekend to clean and I didnt. Well actually I only had yesterday but still! The box to the new computer needs to be thrown/put away, the old computer needs to be put/thrown away, clothes needed to be folded and put away, a few dishes need to be done, and clothes from school STILL need to be unpacked and put away! I was gonna do it today after church, but things came up and then I didnt get home til about 30 min ago so needless to say, I didnt get any cleaning done. maybe after i post this blog, check myspace, bank, myspace, email, myspace, facebook, and myspace one more time I'll do some cleaning.
The fine arts team performed at the traditional service tonight. It made me kinda sad, I mean for the past few weeks I have been feelins sad about fine arts and what not, but tonight really made me sad. Going to the preview dinner was eh, b/c of things going on with Josh I didnt need the stress of him being there and the stress of performing so I was glad not to be in fine arts. Then when I got to help coach a few things it felt so good, the students listened to me b/c they knew I knew what I was talking about. At the actual competition it was cool b/c it was at VU so I knew my way around and yea it was cool. It was kinda sad though at the award ceremony when they were announcing who made it to nationals in what category and I never got to stand up or hear my name being called like it had for the past 3 years. Tonight when they were all performing in front of the church and I didnt close out the service as I had the past it just made me realize that I am growing up and it made me sad that I cant do the things I once "lived" to do!
Well anyway, I'm having an interesting night, but this blog is getting too long so I will be sure to post about it tomorrow before I go to the game!